Monday, February 05, 2007

PDJ Part 2, Chapter 4

Hmmm let's see... I started again last Wednesday, but I've been busy with work so a few days went by without me reading the book. I got to read again over the weekend though, so I'm posting all the answers now because I'm not allowed to use the computer in the office that much anymore so I do my blogging in a netcafe. Hmmm need to edit, the keyboard in this netcafe is kinda wonky. On to Day 4...

"Chapter Four: Since I was made to last forever, what is the one thing I should stop doing and the one thing I should start doing today?"

I shold stop thinking nobody cares about me. I am surprised when a friend chose to hang out with me to help me. I thank God for friends like them. I should start making myself better and happier. And stop regretting on past mistakes. And stop being angry to the people who hurt me.

PDJ Part 2, Chapter 3

I read my past Day 3 answer and laughed. I still want to have more money, but not to be able to shop like Imelda or Gretchen Barreto, only to be able to pay off debts, bills and a few stuff to own; like a house, and a car for my family. So no, I think I'm still the same as far as my attitude with money goes. Oh, ad for update: I bought my digicam. But you probably already know that ;)

"Chapter Three: What would my family and friends say is the driving force of my life? What do I want it to be?"

I want to be successful. I want to be better as a person, as an artist, as a friend, as a woman. And I wish I cold handle human relationships better. I just get so focused on one thing at a time that I tend to isolate myself without knowing it. I just want to be happy. How do I achieve it? So far I get happy when I make others happy. If I could choose my driving force I hope it would be making things work out for the best.

PDJ part 2, Chapter 2

I read my answers for Day 2 before. I wonder if I had too much sugar at the time I answered those questions @_@

"Chapter Two: Knowing that God uniquely created me, what areas of my personality, background, and physical appearance am I struggling to accept? "

Personality: I love too much. I hate how I end up getting hurt too much because of it. I know I am positively crazy for feeling that however much the people I care about have hurt me, I still wish for a resolution. I can only pray for them now.

Background: Sure, I wish I'm one of those people who are born into powerful/wealthy/both families and have a kick-ass background to rival paris Hilton and Celine Lpez(haha) but I'm happy with my family and I love them :)

Physical appearance: My teeth. I'm getting braces as soon as I can afford them. Yes, I know I'm already 27 going on 28. Also, my weight. I lost too much weight again. I hope things in my life get better so I can be happier and eat more. Or at least stable. It's just... crazy lately. Too many unanswered questions. But I do my best not to let it affect me negatively.

Knowing that God created me this way and realizing I have to accept it, it's all peachy-keen with me. I know nothing's an accident. I know good things and bad things happen for a reason. I only hope it all works out for the best, for myself and the people who care.